I used to have bad depression, anxiety attacks, many attempted suicides, and insomnia. Due to the past, I kept thinking of the past and I was not able to move on. I had been stuck in the cycle of sadness and stress.

Recently I had started to think about getting married because I am already 23 years in age and I already have a partner. That was when I realized that I actually do have what I want! After that, I started to want to change my life. I started to get myself a new life.

I am a Muslim girl and I had not been very focused on my religion because I had been mostly blaming God for my sad life. After getting my thoughts about what I really wanted, the first thing I wanted to start changing was my belief in my religion. Now I am starting to pray diligently. There are still some things that I forget to do, due to my old habits, but I will change this!

Other than religion, I am beginning to start loving myself more! I am also starting to make investments and set up savings for the future which I am super proud of.

Yesterday I told my parents about my past attempted suicides which I no longer feel the urge to do. But I wanted them to know what I had been going through in the past and I don’t want to keep any secrets from them.

I will continue using The Secret and will implement it more in my life.