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I Prayed For Him To Be Single Until I Grew Up.
Submitted by: Si Mu
EuropeSince childhood, I felt connected to spirituality and manifested without even knowing the law of attraction. Is it destiny or just what the heart always loved? Who knows but it happened!
This is my story. The most unreal, unbelievable, magical one that has ever happened in this earth, it is one in a million!
My name is Si. I live in Europe, but because of my story, I will not say where I live exactly. I grew up not living in the capital, and I have had always a simple life. The fairytale begins here.
Years ago, when I was a child, I felt something. Amongst all the talents and personalities of our country, there was a group of people in a certain field, who I admired and followed their careers as I was growing up. I can say that I was curious about one person in particular and I did not know why I had felt a connection with him. I followed his projects continuously and admired the details, the spirit, emotions, and the beautiful human being. He was focused on doing what he was doing, rather than what indusrty asked him to do. He was different from everyone, I could understand that even though I was young and inexperienced with people. Today, he is one of the greatest talents in what he does and I am very proud we are both from the same country and that his contribution belongs as a legacy to this place!
When I was around 16, I started having the wish to meet him. He is reserved and focused on letting his job talk, so in those few interviews I could catch, sometimes I felt like he was directing what he was saying specifically to me. An inner voice told me, he is not talking to you sweetie, but another inner voice talked to me and told me that if you two ever meet, and you will, you will never separate for the rest of your lives.
Growing up, I started having reasons to go to the capital city. I started meeting people who had met him, who knew where his studio was, who had talked to him. And I was excited, it was like having an indirect part of him.
I think I was 19 when I was thinking about life and love and grown-up issues. I don’t know why I did not think that I want someone like him as my ideal partner. What I thought was that I wanted him and only him! Only he could love me as I deserved to be loved and I can love him as he deserves to be loved. We were 15 years apart in age. He was at an age where he could get married and create a family. Meanwhile, I was just starting to face how it was out of my mom and dad’s protective shell. Sometimes I would think, please God, keep him single until we can meet. I know that if we ever meet, there will be such amazing chemistry that neither of us could possibly stay apart from the other.
So during those 5 years, I fell in love with a great man, but I could not understand what force of nature was not letting us be a couple. I thought that the time, circumstances, and the place were right. I fought for that relationship, and could not let it go.
Then one day in 2021 I said, Ok, I accept that the Universe doesn’t want us to be together, it isn’t meant to be. Meanwhile, I still kept feeling that how could it be possible that I had never met the person I had in my heart for years, even though my job connected me to almost every famous person possible. Why not with him yet?!
The next month, one night I felt a terrible feeling that I was missing this person I had never met. I wanted him to know that there was a person in this world, that he didn’t know existed, who was thinking of him, So I texted him on Instagram, hoping that this time he could read it and just smile about it, not expecting anything else in return. He just liked the message and so I just let it go.
After 4 or 5 days passed, I was feeling sad about all the bad things that kept happening during that period. So that night I said out loud, “God, I know you are hearing me! Enough! I can’t take it anymore! Stop making me suffer and surrounding me with pain! I want to be happy! Do you listen to me?! It is time to finally bring something good into my life.” Then I put my head on the pillow and fell asleep immediately.
8 hours later, guess what?!
I woke up, touched the phone and couldn’t believe my eyes! I just simply couldn’t! I woke my friend up asking if she was seeing the same thing that I was and no, it was not my imagination!
He had sent me a follow request! He had felt me! And the Universe heard me!! Eight months have passed since that day and that person is in my life every day, every night, and every month! Just as I had believed, imagined, and wanted purely in my heart. There is an unexplainable chemistry between us as if we have known each other for a lifetime! Yes, we are meant to be.
Lessons?
1-Believe it! Vibrate with it! Have faith that it is already yours, and meant for you!
2- Ask for it and then let it go!
3- Trust the perfect timing! The Universe knows best! If it is meant to be, it will be!
4- It always comes to you even greater than you ever imagined it!
Thank you Universe, you are truly a friendly, magical and powerful Universe!
Thank you for guiding me, and thank you for all the bad things that have led me to greater ones! Thank you for your perfect timing! Thank you for real! Thank you Rhonda, for giving me faith when there was nothing but despair! And of course, thank you for The Secret!
And to all of you, dear friends reading this story, I hope I can give you a warm hug!
Si