I think it’s my turn to share my story here. But before that, I would like to thank everyone for their inspiring stories and Rhonda for sharing such a wonderful secret with all of us.

And here’s my story. I’m an introvert. I have only a few friends, and I rarely hang out with people. That’s because whenever I was out with people, I would feel inferior to everyone around me. It felt as though I couldn’t keep up with them. So, I would try to avoid as many gatherings as I could. I would prefer hanging out with just a few close friends. When I was 20, I felt that it was time to have a partner, and I wished that I could celebrate my 21st birthday with someone I loved.  I began to fantasize about what my partner should be like. I want my partner to be independent, supportive, and caring, and I want him to spice up my life.

I finally met him. He’s my classmate. It was amazing cause I didn’t notice him during our first year, and early in the second year, I found myself attracted to him. He’s a really cool guy. He’s the kind that would do things he loves, and nothing can stop him. I started talking to him every day, and slowly we became closer. We went out for drinks almost every Saturday night, and we went on a spontaneous trip to Goa. I was on top of the world. He is exactly what I needed. After that trip, he asked me to be his girlfriend, and I accepted. Things became better after getting together. We celebrated my 21st birthday, we hung out more often, we watched movies together, and we made breakfast together.

Then negatives slowly slipped into my mind. I felt insecure because he’s really lovable. Everyone in class loved him, and whenever he spoke to another female classmate, I would get jealous. Whenever he cared for others, I would feel jealous. Whenever he wanted to do his things, I thought he was trying to get away from me. Whenever he said he loved me, I would have that “yeah, right” kind of reply to him.

Slowly, he stopped making the effort. He stopped looking for me, and I lost myself. I clung to him, always putting him in a very difficult position. I always had this ‘he’s not appreciating you’ mindset, and I began to hate and be angry with him. Whenever I saw him, I picked on him and said that he was not making enough effort.

Tada! He had enough of my negatives, and he broke up with me. Off and on, he would come back looking for me, but he did not want to be in a relationship anymore. He wanted to be ‘free’. Then we would have a huge fight. This cycle repeated tons of times. After four months, I just decided to end all this.

I would force myself not to think about him. Whenever he looked for me, I would try to ignore him but he’s my classmate. Every time I saw him in class, all those memories came back.

Then I came across The Secret on the internet. I had read it before when I was 15, but I did not really practice it much. I read it again. Now it makes so much sense to me why all these things happened. I wasn’t grateful to have him, and in fact, I radiated so much negativity to him. I literally suffocated him.

After reading The Secret, I listened to The Power audiobook, and right now, I’m practicing The Magic. I’ve changed a lot. Right now, I can say I have changed from a negative person into a confident and positive person.

I would try to manifest small little things using The Secret but my biggest desire is to have him back. We had a talk last night. I asked that we get back together, He did not reject me, and he did not deny his feelings for me, but he’s still scared that I would put him through all this again. So, I did not want to force him, and I did not resent him for that. In fact, I am really thankful that he is still having some feelings for me. After reading and practicing The Secret, I no longer look at him with anger. Whenever I see him right now, is how I used to see him when we were in love. I know it will take some time for us to get back together but I believe that the Universe will give me what I want. I’m ready to have him back. I’m ready to love him like I used to. And I’m ready to receive his love.

To all readers here who are seeking hope, whenever your faith is wavering, always try to turn the bad into good and the negative into positive. For an example, right now, whenever I see him caring for someone, I will no longer get jealous, I will feel happy and thankful because he’s a good guy. And that keeps me more motivated to have him back because he’s a caring man. Whenever the negatives try to come into my mind, I will do all sorts of things just to maintain my positivity. What Rhonda says is true. Don’t stop the negatives; let them come and go, but maintain the positivity. Be thankful and grateful for everything in life, and the negatives will be nothing in your body. Magic dust to everyone and may you always be well and happy. Thank you all so very much. Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you.